Healing Grace - Testimony
I have had 3 mental breakdowns since I was 22 years old. I have been in and out of hospitals on various occasions.
I went without a diagnosis and medicine for many years. It never occurred to me or anyone else around me, for me to get outside help from a doctor and take medicine for it. Besides the point I had associated half my life in a denomination that believed you have to look for demons behind every corner...
I can not spend my life afraid of the devil, God has given me a sound mind by me "taking my medicine" to combat and overcome all that the enemy can throw at me.
There is no sense for me to go into all of the details and try to pick apart those period of times when I had each breakdown. What I can tell you is that I experienced excruciating mental anguish hearing audible voices yelling inside my mind and outside of my brain.
You might ask if I heard from God in all of that? I want to say I did. I want to say I heard from angels during a very intensified moments in my life. He led me in a different direction for a reason, to a treatment and counseling center, and I have been going to a doctor since then.
He also lead me to get involved in a mental health support group that I have been attending since 2011.
I have some to realize that I am not defined because of my illness. I haven't thrown in the towel so to speak, and given up on my life or who and whose I am. On the contrary, I am a child of the most highest Jehovah God. The same God of Abraham, Issac, and Jacob! I believe Jesus did save my soul in 1982 and that one day I will cross over into heaven. I havent a shadow of a doubt there.
He has also set me into a great body of believers...I still have a great desire to be used by God to minister the grace that He has lavished on me and fulfill the calling on my life.
My prayer is that this makes you more aware of who I am and where I am at in this journey called my life, that you see the glorious and wonderful testimony of the healing hand of the Father's heart of grace!!
My prayer is that you experience all that God has for you. Maybe you suffer mentally. You may be overcome by depression and anxiety. You may be secluded. God desires to change all that. Come to Him and have true healing peace that surpasses all understanding!!